When Grief Questions Existence

Grief in its deepest times can force us to question our very existence.  We can question why and how one’s life has lost so much.   We can question if there is a God, or a divine being.  We can question our own moral code and way of living.  Grief has the strongest ability to shake one to his or her very core.

Existentialism has for years questioned the how and why of existence.  It has mourned over the fear of what is beyond the grave and what truly matters in this life.  When torn by grief, many Christians may look feel this philosophy and its emptiness matches their current emotional state.  The thought of nothingness and the fact that acts of loss or violence are merely random can in some ways maybe soothe the conflict within.  The conflict that sees a contradiction between evil acts and a good God.

Grief can utter our existential outlook on life. We need to turn to Christ for guidance. Please also review our Christian Counseling Program

 

The temptation of existentialism to create one’s own code of existence and live by it alone may be strong in grief.  It may be a way to get back at God and to create one’s own subjective reality based on one’s own existence.  Or as existentialists proclaim, to bravely put aside pre-ordained moral paradigms and to venture into the unknown and to bravely create one’s own existence.   It may seem attractive to dismiss all cares when in the pit of despair.

However, God is a loving father.  He knows our grief.  His Son, Jesus Christ, and his holy Mother Mary, all experienced this deep grief.  Christ on the cross even in his deepest agony, questioned the Father, and mournfully cried out, ” My God, my God, why have you forsaken Me”.

We all come across grief and its darkness.  We face the existential question and all the unknowns behind it.  We question how evil can exist while a good God rules, and we can question why God would “punish” a loyal servant.  We can mourn like Job but ultimately like Job not allow our own emptiness to lead us astray.   We can follow in Jesus, who while mourning and isolated, still remained loyal to the father.

Grief disrupts life.  It disrupts the very existence of our day to day plans.  One needs to be able to understand how to incorporate grief and loss into one’s existential narrative without dismissing God or his plan.  It is the most difficult cross but one Christ himself did not deny himself.  He should serve as our example when we fall into the depth of agony and loss.

Tests can be difficult times.  Grief is a test.  Grief is a time when our loyalty to God can be tested at the highest level.  We can question our existence or give it to God.  It is ultimately our choice.

Please also review our Christian Counseling Program as well as our Christian Grief Counseling Program and see if they meet your academic and professional goals.  The programs are online and are open to qualified professionals who look to share the teachings of Christ in a counseling setting.